Kistaro Windrider, Reptillian Situation Assessor (kistaro) wrote,
Kistaro Windrider, Reptillian Situation Assessor

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My Sensei correctly analyzed my two biggest problems in judo tonight.

1: My knees are double-jointed- so landing "correctly" hurts worse than landing "wrong." Or so I thought- my "correctly" is slightly off.

2: I have absolutely no self-confidence and second-guess my every move. I expect to be wrong, and consider myself to be wrong when I'm right most of the time. I ignore what I can do and focus on what I cannot do; I view my accomplishments as corrections of errors, and nothing more.

The second one's going to be a lot harder to fix.

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